Forever...

...is forever.

Topic of tha Day: If you could fix Second Life, what would you do?

Uhmmm I dunno, is it broken? kinda huh? ok so this is kinda a loaded question. My SL is tha moss important thing to me. Otherwise, why be here rite? An recently there have been lotsa changes in my world. Some were out of my control. Others were all my doing. And some were a combined effort. Either way, this is where I am now.

Tha one thing I wish I could fix in my (second) life is my relationship with my truest mommy. We split recently for a few reasons. It was the hardest an worst day of my life an I know it wasnt easy for her either. But what Im learning is without this split we woudnt be where we are today. I mean I woudnt be able to see tha depth of my love for her, the true connection we have with each other. For that I'm thankful.

I know I cant change tha past but I can only change how I behave in tha present an future. So frum now on i choose to change tha way I express myself to those I love an never wanna lose. An shes someone I never ever wanna lose. No more hiding my true feelings, even if it mite hurt someone else. Because in this case it only hurt me an her...for a long time.

No one can compare to her. No one can take her place. No one will ever live up to her abilities as a mom for me. I know things cant be tha way I wannem to be but at least I know shes in my hart forever.